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I'm watchin the 2nd game of the world series currently. i guess i'll root for White Sox since the Cardinals didn't make it. but white sox are losing currently. stinks pretty bad
i've been really tired lately. and pretty stressed out. i've got so many projects and things to do currently...being a senior sucks. i had a meeting w/ my counselor on thursday and i have to start applying for colleges and stuff...which means that olivet is gonna be up my butt 10 times worse after i turn in my app.
speaking of turning in my app...i applied to khols on friday. i really hope i get the job. i need one bad. but that would add one more things on my list of things to do and that means less time w/ landon. he won't be too happy about that. but i really really really need the money.
speaking of the boy, i haven't been able to see him much lately. i've been really busy w/ all my projects for school and he's been busy w/ the band's haunted house. its very scary by the way...i went through it with him a couple weekends ago, and my and a couple friends are going to it i think next weekend. we have to go to Lapel to go to Bekah's youth group's haunted house too...i'm REALLY nervous about that one. Sarah, Bekah, and I went through the maze part of it one night w/ the lights on and it took us at least 10 minutes and we were all 3 freaked out. nobody was really even jumping out at us...and the LIGHTS WERE ON!! it was rediculous. i wish i wasn't such a scaredy cat. i really hate it. i get scared soooo easily and i don't know why.
i've been going to Bekah's youth group with her. i LOVE it...it is sooo much fun. and the people there are really on fire for God. i've been very very very disappointed with my youth group lately. its just been boring. during the whole singing part i feel like i'm the only person who gets into it and its hard when i feel like that. i looked around last wednesday and the whole first row was sitting and talking to eachother not paying ANY attention and i even saw one person pick their nose...and they ate it! it was disgusting. it seems like mike (the youth pastor) doesn't even get into it. i think that going up to the adult service would be more fulfilling and exciting...and i'm really close to doing just that.
Wicked and Blast were both AMAZING...i could not have asked for better birthday presents. even though we were DEFINATELY in the very back row for Wicked it was still awesome. and i got to spend some time w/ Rachel which i don't get to do at all.
by the way, Rachel and Tory, thanks for the comments on my last entry!!! i didn't see them until today, but thanks! lol
we have a band concert coming up....November 3rd. its also Landon and mine's (is that right grammer?) 2 months! i really really really like that kid. i don't know if he knows that thats our 2 months or not, but it is. you should all come to our band concert if you are able to...it'll be a good one.
Fall Break is this week...i seriously can't wait. i just have to go to school on monday and half a day on tuesday and i'm done! for the week that is. but not really b/c me and bekah have a physics lab report that is due the tuesday that we get back and i have an econ project thats due nov. 8 that i haven't started on...so my fall break is BOOKED...i seriously won't be able to do anything. i hate it how i'm such a procrastinator.
I'm now officially DONE w/ marching band...our last football game was on friday and we lost to Jay County, so we are out. i'm not really complainin much though...i mean, it sucks...but it was really really cold and i dont' really wanna do it again. now its time for winter percussion and jazz band and solo & ensemble and all that good stuff to start! yay! i just can't wait until after we learn our winter percussion music and really start to get into it. its my favorite part of the season just cleaning and getting really deep into it. i love it.
anyways...the colts won again today! yay! they are now 7-0...i'm proud of em. welp...its now 7th inning of the baseball game and white sox are still down...but nothing is impossible....the cardinals came back and beat the astros on one of their games (such an awesome game...i'm sad that they didn't make it) and its POURING and 45 degrees and they aren't calling the game! i can see their breath when they breathe. haha! baseball players are smokin!!! the score now 4-2. k i'm gonna watch the game now. leave lots of eprops and comments...i need some encouragement to get through this stressfull state. | 
but no worries...i am a good girl. i won't be home hardly at all. on friday i'm goin to landon's game then goin to one of his friend's house afterwards to play risk. then on saturday i think me and bekah and sarah are gonna take a trip to LC to watch Marching Band Districts. should be a fun time. then sunday i have to whole church thing and monday i have the whole school thing and they will be home monday night. but sunday afternoon should be interesting. lol not used to having no parents to cook for me sunday afternoon...hope caleb doesn't mind if we have mac n cheese and grilled cheese. or pizza. cuz thats about all i know how to make.
kinda bummed if you couldn't tell by the face. lol it doesn't seem like summer should be over. it doesn't really even seem that i've even had much of a summer b/c of band being during the summer this year. i am kinda anxious to get it started and get it over with though so that i can graduate and get on with my life. woo hoo...i'm a big senior!!! p.s. if ANYBODY has Mr. Cooper for bonus please contact me...you know how to do so...that would be just fantastic. i hate being in bonus with people that i don't know. i usually tend to go elsewhere during bonus anyway, but during convos and stuff its quite handy to have someone that you know to sit by.
